Yoooo! How is everyone doing today? Six months today since I have decided to date myself. Where am I? How do I feel? What is in store for me the next six months and the months afterwards? I’m going to get into all of those details right now.
It has been a roller coaster of emotions these last six months. I started off strong, and then hit the basement of rock bottom, (only to realize it wasn’t really rock bottom at all) to how amazing I feel right now.
Dating yourself is no joke. It is hard work. I have learned things about myself I didn’t know before. I have found out who I am, what I am made of, what I want from life, and relationships. I have shown myself how strong I can be, how brave and courageous I am.
It has been a hard six months but so worth it! Its been hard because as I am trying to figure out all of these important questions of my life, I am also going through a break-up. In a way I thought it was unfair to me, as I try to date myself, to shift some of my focus on this break-up, but it turns out, I am healing every ounce of my being in ALL ways. In different situations, such as a break-up, I am still learning and growing.
Where am I right now? I am in love with life. I love and respect myself SO much, and I have been standing up for myself and what I want. Which has been a long-term struggle for me. I am so proud of all of my accomplishments. I still have a long way to go, but I am making a lot of progress, and a lot of progress can be made in six months.
As for dating and how I feel about it? Well I am in no rush to date, honestly I don’t even want to date when this year is up. I am so happy with just myself and giving myself the attention and respect I deserve, I don’t have any intentions to date. I still have six months to go, so I won’t be dating anyone anyway, but I have a strong feeling, after these next six months, I still won’t want to.
I have many goals for myself these next six months, physically, spiritually, mentally, and emotionally and I am excited to get started, and see where the rest of this year takes me.
As always be kind and spread positivity,
– Allie
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