Today I smiled, quite big actually, at the fact that God has been looking out for me since I was a child. I didn’t notice any of it until today, but today is better late than never. When I was young I dreamt of so many things that I wanted to accomplish when I would become older. I had visions of building my own house that would be blue and made with stone and a loving husband in which I would build a family with. As I was driving today I realized everything I manifested when I was younger was actually on its way to happening.
The whole time where I took a bunch of wrong turns and trusted and loved the wrong people, would eventually put me on the path of where I belong. God looked out for me when I thought no one was there. He helped shape me into the woman I wanted to be since I was little. He is the one I owe everything to as he has gotten me where I need to go since day one. Without him I wouldn’t be where I am today. Most of you know by now I was shattered into a million pieces when my ex and I broke up. I couldn’t put myself back together into the old me if I tried, there was honestly nothing left of the old Alison. I turned to God and he and I worked endlessly to build me into a better human being. Without him helping me turn the brokenness of my old self and mending me into my new self, I wouldn’t be where I am today. I wouldn’t have what I have. I wouldn’t be able to appreciate all the things he has brought into my life. For him I am forever grateful because he is giving me opportunities and the tools to manifest everything I dreamt of when I was little.
If you ever feel yourself lost, too broken beyond repair, turn to the one and only. Sometimes when things or people are broken, they don’t need to be fixed, they need to be rebuilt. Only the love of God can bring you peace for he loves you and all your broken pieces. He loves you when you can’t love yourself. He looks out for you when no one else is around. He wants you to succeed. He will give you the tools you need to be successful in all your dreams. All you have to do is ask, and he will deliver. It may take time, but he never fails. It’s a process, but its said to always trust the process. Don’t think you aren’t worthy because you question the process, or you question the faith. Every journey is different, the end goal for each of us is different from one person to the next of what we want to accomplish. I questioned the process, I questioned him, but nonetheless I believed in him anyway like he has always believed in me, and even though I had doubts along the way, I trusted the process and I am manifesting all the dreams I have ever had.
Sending God’s love your way,
-Allie
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